Am i confused

Confused thoughts has been my broken record for the past few months, which keeps playing on and on and on…

Confused whether it’s right

Confused whether it’s wrong

I know I should not

I know I should know better

Am I confused?
  


Or is confusion more an excuse?

Do it

Ooh, no don’t!

Move?

Stay!

Commit?

Hell no! Or maybe yes!

Am I confused?

Or is confusion more an excuse

Promises to myself not to do it again,

Get over it,

Have to make a plan,

a new resolution,

a new timetable maybe?

Yet morning comes and see myself falling back in my trap!

Am I confused?

Hell yeah!